How can I be so blind and so in love with something so rotten? I party hard, I drink a lot, I sleep a lot, make guys go crazy, but every time I fall harder on the ground. And the hardest part is to lose friends, losing my selfcontrole, losing who I am.
I try not to drown in my own madness but I fear it is too late for my salvation. Every part of me that wants to get back up, is supplanted by the endless stream of tears. My heart is heavy and cold, how can someone like me fall so deep. I wish I could amputate any part of myself, I would start with my tongue, then my lips, then my eyes, than my ears. so I couldn't speak no more, can't kiss nobody, not seeing the painful words you write, then I wouldn't have to hear what you have to say.
-Give me the knife and I devour myself before your eyes.-
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