I painted my nails red

Goodmorning,

Today I painted my nails red. No idea why I love this kind of trivia but everything is more fun than studying. I can honestly say it's partly my own fault. But much is their fault, they have managed to reverse my life in the bad sense.I hate crocodiles, I hate men, I hate boys, I hate girls, I hate my books, I hate myself, I just hate all the time.

I think I need to learn how to shut the fuck up.

if that's how it's gonna be

wake me up wake me up
pump me full of meds
don't let me drink from that cup
slide a little pill down my throat
i'll try to keep it down
or pull my plug and don't be frightened by the sound