sexy clown

"Hey dickhead, you ain't gettin' no lapdance from me!"

I am somewhere very far away, not really far from here, but not here. I hover somewhere between hatred love, the urge to want you and the horror .

I'm standing with my feet on the ceiling, and I wonder when will I explode? and who will then clean up that mess? who will clean up all those broken love stories now obviously leaking, even worse then my fridge.

- when I'm high up, I won't come down for a while. It gets me on my knees and makes me smile.-