may I bleed your way ?

I confirm the general prejudice and lies. It is only the stupid and ignorant people who are being attracted. Come bitch throw some boiling water in my eyes, spit at me.

I worked all day today, I hope the new series of pictures succeed, I feel a bit uncomfortable about it. I have to go through tremendous pain here, but I enjoy painting and rummaging at home. Here I have everthing I need to let go of my hands and let them play.

My sister enjoys spreading salt on my wounds, unbelievable. So young and so full of hate, I just left her today on the street. I was tired, I will not be insulted by a girl of 15, she doesn't respect me. I try to see it in the right perspective, she's often thankless but I love her, she's my babysister and we sure do have a lot of fun.

I have been thinking a lot of you, crocodiles dominate my thoughts. I feel so loaded, I wish I could just throw you away. My head doesn't turn around but bangs up and down. I think that in the end you are a big dirty liar.

You wanted a clean slate, I find that hilarious. You just want nothing and please Mr.Crocodile don't be afraid to ban me from your miserable lying life. You don't have stay 'facebook friends' just for the good appearance, I want to delete you so bad but I'll give you the honor. I so badly want believe everything that comes out of your dirty mouth, but you give me no choice. Time after time you show me what a sneaky bag you are. You and your egocentric friends, I find your generation laughable. I know what I look like inside, I'm far from perfect. But I am fair, honest love for everything I cherish and care about. Having a heart, an honest heart that's all I want. I love pain and I like to cherish, through love, you have pain. Thats just part of the game I call life.

I'm going to sit here for a while, being chained to my wild crocodiles. But I enjoy the pain and undergo the punishment because I know one day I'll swim away from the sharp teeth of these devouring beasts.

'cause we always fall in love again, we just do.

At work, rib cage, guts and stuff trying to make it on my own. Cheaper and more fun I guess.