my tears are running low

I always cry so hard with this movie, sorry for all my blaring. But I've never been disappointed so much in so little time been. My parents, my friends, myself. Endless pit without confidence. what a fucking bad day!

I stick my neck out too often. But when I need them, there is no one who sacrifices his tongue for me. Good crazy, that you think I'm going to keep doing it. Don't you think I know what's being said about me? I know you just spit on me along with others. I do know what you is all about, honestly. Everytime I make an effort and each time you just rip me open like some dead thing. You tell me I'm the one who is wrong, you make me so much pain. And I earn nothing from this massacre. you conspire, so you can eat me, like vultures, bald filthy beasts that crack and pull every piece of my body. I'm angry, and rightly so. Nobody is what I expected. I am so disappointed in this world, and the disappointments keep coming. What am I doing that is so wrong, I give much love and get back nothing. My tears are running low. The hilarious part is that nobody cares, so I will no longer let my heart be touched by your superficial friendship.