You did this to yourself

You make me tired, you make me disgusted, I have done my best but you're just a huge block on my leg. A mood killer, whenever you cross my mind. After all you've done to me, all the pain and all the blows I had to absorb. After all that, you have the guts to stand out as a posh asshole towards me. I haven't done anything wrong in this story, I have warned you often enough. You've been breakig me since January, I get no rest, I can't breathe. your filthy claws remain imprisoning me, you just won't let me go and I can't longer live this way. All my veins to my heart are closed, I should be free but you keep hanging on me like a dead weight. It is unfortunate that after all the effort I put in to give you a place in my life, you just keep demanding more and more demands. But now you must take a good listen, my heart longs not for your love, my heart is recovering from things outside your stand. You're no longer that important part in my life, and day after day you're condemning yourself to a dark place in my life.

I'm begining to hate you, and believe me you don't want that .. So just fucking stop, so I beg you once again to stop absorbing me. You must pay for your mistakes like any other human being, and my compassion is long gone. No longer will I catch you, you'll have to crawl yourself out of your endless black hole. I am free and I do what I want, I'm no longer the bird that can't sing because of the cage. I'm free and no one takes that away from me, I'm free to fall in love..

live your life, and live it well but remember that I'm no longer in your heart, I'm only a friend in the same places as you.