I guess you could say I'm happy, just happy

Goodmorning to you! from Betty-Sue Depreitere on Vimeo.

-This is me in the early morning being happy, dancing through my little house-

After 3 hours of sleep after a night of laughter. It hurts in the morning but it was worth it! Hey, I'm talking about my feet (Bllggrhgrh my shoes), I'm blessed after the bingin' my hangover didn't seem to come banging on my head! I have an empty mouth, it was a memorable evening. Although I didn't get what my heart desired, even though my heart is sick from being broken. I refuse to hang my head for blind eyes, I'll just put on my nose and I'll parade. But still .. I woke up in my bed alone, in a rush of wild dreams and desires. Full of questions, my empty mouth is full of questions. Why do little blonde retarted girls never get what they want? I promise I'll be sweet if you'd just give me my ways.. I promise I'll be on my worst behavior if you walk my road. My winding road, my road full of crocodiles oh how I love my road.. I hop through life empty-handed but still that doesn't bring me down.

-the morning after is always worth taking a picture, sleepy eyes!-

I'll never regret staying awake, I'll never regret any mistake I make but I do regret not having him who says he has a crocodile tongue around, I do regret not knowing what that could have been. Thats the first and last regret of the the year 2011 and I'll carry it with me like a ball and chain 'cause I know he ain't just a guy... he's something I'll crave for when I'm hunrgy. I'll keep wanting to bleed his way, I'll keep pushing all the others away just for him. I love my life and everything in it, and this makes me sad but I'll keep smiling untill I'm dead.

I'm a girl, I'm a blonde girl, I'm a blonde retarted girl, I'm a little blonde retarted girl and I'll always will be, for the clown in me never ever sleeps.