for you are a loved one in my life

You and your new world. You ignore me, totally unjustified. But I will no longer fight with you, I'm no longer your attention whore. I remove myself from the people who do not deserve to live in my heart, enjoy your life. I will no longer be there for you, but don't you worry, my mouth will not spit dirt about you. I do not think we are destined to be friends and I'm tired, I'm sick. I am no longer soft, I'm going to miss you. But you don't belong with me.

Save yourself, if you can swim, swim far. Because that is what we all should do, fight for your life not that of others. I will not apologize for something I didn't do. I'm not a bad friend that is what you make of me.

I love and cherish my friends. I cherished you, but you blew it.