I will never be who you are

Finally the tears are flowing down my face, finally everything is coming out the right way. I can't endure this anymore, my body no longer can bear these heavy burdens. They make me swallow heavy stones, while I lay here bleeding. They'd rather stabb their toes in my ripped open wounds, I'm being tortured for the mistakes of others. I don't deserve this, I'm too young, too young to experience this. I'll be glad when this year is over, one year of pain and disappointment. I'll never forget what they did to me, and I will learn from these moments. And I'll be stronger, I will stand above the monster in this life. I no longer fear the dark spot under my bed, no monster will ever make me feel small again. I curse the day I was born and I praise the day I am reborn. My skin is torn, but I sew myself back together again and again. And everytime my seams are stronger, and my scars fade faster.