stupid girl

A stupid little blonde girl, she lays her head on the ground and she cries. Her eyes were blind, and her heart upset, how could she be so stupid? She is a fool for all the beautiful fabrications that she had fabricated. There were many protests against her desires but she let her heart flood with his words. As suddenly as it came it was gone, I craved him. But I'm not enough, I'm not like the girl that they want. I'm just not the girl your mother would approve.

I'm looking for all the things you crave, and I feel connected to your empty heart, I would love to be everything you deserve. My head screams your name, I hate this. I have to run for my life, I must run away from the pain that is possible and then I'll drink away my obsession. Fuck it's too late, why am I so stupid?

I am thoroughly bad, I want that guy and I have no reason why.

This life offers me everything I want, but the desires are ignored and love keeps running away from me.

I beg you ... break my heart a thousand times and tell me you love me. I beg you, mistreat me and be the guy that I've been waiting for. I'm lonely, I'm everything I knew I would be.

I want to read your words, because they might mean more than you think.