My eyes are swollen from crying and I'm drowning myself in a bath with pink bubbles. Little retarted blond girls like me are sweet and have a ridiculously soft heart but still they get dumped time after time. It seems she's doomed to be the lonely one, he sang that there's no mercy for the lonely boy. I ask myself why are you being so hard to the lonely girl then, if all you wanted was to be heard and loved. Why push me away, why are you so unattainable?
I spend all my days with you on my mind, and I get it this is how a heart feels when it broken. I don't think I deserve this punishment, why should a little retarted blonde girl be in so much pain because she cares about you?
I'm so speechless but the words fall from my tongue, I'm hurting so badly, I'm bleeding and I wonder can I bleed your way? Or is this really the end of the short but intense pleasure that I feel for you, do you really want me gone? Are you're tired of me already? Or is this just a cruel game that you play?
I repeat myself again and again, I'm sorry from the bottom of my heart. I wish you were here ...
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