please take note, I'm going crazy

-Old picture, still feeling the same shit haha-

I'm alright, it's all okay. It is all fucked up, but it has never felt so good. I think I'm going to get a heart attack from happiness, I am torn but it does not matter. My heart is sick, my heart is broken but I don't care anymore, I'm dancing through the streets and I sing every day. I'm happy with all the shit that I have, I'm so fucking happy I could kill myself. I hate every second of the day, and I loathe people but my smile is unstoppable. I hate my life but my life is the best life that you could desire for. People are dumb creatures and liars, people can't be trusted. But people is something you need, you're no one without people. If no one recognizes that you are alive you might as well be dead. I scream as loud as I can, I fight with the walls, I'm punching all the walls around me untill my broken bones are healed and I enjoy every stab of pain that rages through my body. Everything must be destroyed, destroy everything, I don't care anymore. I'm happy, my heart is pumping hysterical. I'm confused but I want you, yeah you. I want you to come and rescue me from my damned world. Take me on adventures and show me what I've missed.

Show me, show me what I missed and love me like an obsession ..